Development News... That's Chapter 14 of The Secret Adventures of Mane-of-Night - Flight 102 Is Overdue complete, and the conclusion a step closer. Maybe now I can get the "star of the show" front-and-centre again, and shortly thereafter resume posting - and given that the weekend is quite literally about to dawn upon us, maybe I'll have the opportunity to work off some lingering "meh"-ness.
There, I said it. I'm honestly not at my best right now, and since New Year - and I'm thinking it's something to do with the impending work situation. No, not Work Slot One - that's all good - but the real possibility that come March, work may just dry up, and I'm back in the clutches of The F...ing System again. I just can't face that, not after the revelation of the last year. Boss says my contribution has been a big help, and I may have earned myself a mention in the funding request that just went in - could I have done enough to secure continuing funds...?
I'm certainly hoping so - hoping beyond all hope. I want to keep doing what I'm doing; the sort of thing I should have been doing for years, but only just discovered last year. I need this.
Excuse the self-analysis, but it needed to be said. I just hope it helps.
There, I said it. I'm honestly not at my best right now, and since New Year - and I'm thinking it's something to do with the impending work situation. No, not Work Slot One - that's all good - but the real possibility that come March, work may just dry up, and I'm back in the clutches of The F...ing System again. I just can't face that, not after the revelation of the last year. Boss says my contribution has been a big help, and I may have earned myself a mention in the funding request that just went in - could I have done enough to secure continuing funds...?
I'm certainly hoping so - hoping beyond all hope. I want to keep doing what I'm doing; the sort of thing I should have been doing for years, but only just discovered last year. I need this.
Excuse the self-analysis, but it needed to be said. I just hope it helps.